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~Katelyn

Monday, April 26, 2010

Back at The Styx

WAIT!!! Before you read this, have you read The Devil Has Blue Eyes Intro (which contains the Playlist), A Helping Hand and Safe Haven?
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I was yelling at myself internally as I found myself at The Styx yet again. I couldn't say why I couldn't stop myself from going into this place that I truly hated. I was telling myself that it was pure curiosity as the doorman waved me in with a sinister smirk and I was nearly knocked off of my feet by the music and mass of bodies. I didn't look at the faces as closely as I had the first time, I'd learned my lesson.

I followed the hanging lights to the back and up a small set of stairs. I was about to knock when an arm wrapped around my waist.

"You keep coming back," Nick's lips were at my ear, "but you never quite…deliver." he hissed. I tried to ignore the chill that settled in as his fingers traced up my thighs.

Before I could really react, he was gone, opening the door and sitting in his chair, but he used it more as a throne, lounging as he glared at me. "Why?"

I don't know. But I wasn't going to say that, so I said this instead, "Why, with all of your followers, must you deal with me personally?"

He smiled, it was quick, there in a flash, but there wasn't a gleam in his eyes, especially once it was gone.

I'd hit my mark. I pushed back my own pride. He couldn't have anything to use.

We had a bit of a stare down, though it seemed more like he was thinking since his hands had slowly moved to being folded under his nose.

"Sit." He said suddenly.

I looked around, but there wasn't any other chair in the room. "On the floor?" I tried to clarify.

"NO!" the tone of his voice sounded almost like a possessed child and he grabbed me and yanked me down into his lap. "Here." His voice had changed now, seductive once again, his nose grazing my neck, but his grip wasn't kind.

I found myself fighting somewhat for breath.

"Why haven't you just killed me already?" I panted.

Nick's hand that was nearly breaking my arm was now stroking my hair, the other caressing my face. "That…" he began looking me over, "Would just be a waste." I was precious again.

"Waste of what?" I dared to ask.

He chuckled slightly, "If I killed you now," he was talking to me as if I were a child that had asked why my puppy had died. "you would still be too pure." His eyes were then boring into mine, something sinister in their depths. "Where's the fun in that? And it would completely defeat the purpose."

"Of trying to bring me down to your level?" I glared.

It was Nick's toothless grin that I was getting accustomed to meaning I was on the right track. "Precisely."
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Hate

For The Devil Has Blue Eyes...something I think you'll enjoy.
There are posts that come before this! You will find them here. Start with the link "The Devil Has Blue Eyes" The ones indicated to be included with it are in chronological order of how they fit together, so it is best that you read them in that way! Have at it! You will also find a Playlist for this story in the first post.
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"The best life is in death." He whispered. 

"Which death would that be?" 

He grinned. I wasn't sure if he was annoyed or impressed. He could have just been amused. 

With inhuman speed he grabbed my wrist and inhaled its scent with a hiss. 

"I really..." his teeth pricked at the skin between him and my veins "hate you." 

His eyes burned at me and I held my breath. 
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Sunday, April 11, 2010

Spectaculous Movies

MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES!
 
Obviously movies contain stories and are a great part of my life and influence a lot of my passions.
 
Alrighty, I'm completely aware how extensive this list is! These aren't necessarily my favorites, but as many movies as I could think of that are worth seeing for one reason or another.
 
Ever After
The Count of Monte Cristo
Indiana Jones
Pride & Prejudice with Kierra Knightly
My Big Fat Greek Wedding
The Dark Knight
He's Just Not That Into You
Van Helsing
Frequency
Remember Me
Beauty and the Beast
The Lion King
The Swan Princess
Thumbelina
The Great Collection of Hayao Miyazaki especially including:
-Tales From Earthsea
-Spirited Away
-Howl's Moving Castle
Ironman
Hellboy
Treasure Planet
Atlantis
Ladyhawke
How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days
Two Weeks Notice
The Lake House
A Walk to Remember
Anastasia
Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Pirates of the Caribbean Trilogy
Meet the Robinsons
Stardust
Up
New Moon
Aladdin
Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
Pillow Talk
A Knight's Tale
Four Feathers
Bourne Trilogy
Romeo + Juliet
A Nightmare Before Christmas
Transformers
The Mask
Win a Date With Tad Hamilton
The Princess Bride
The Phantom of the Opera (2005)
Spider-man
Borrowed Hearts
You've Got Mail
Sleepless in Seattle
Kate and Leopold
X-Men
Pride& Prejudice (2003)
Dudley Do-Right
Inspector Gadget
George of the Jungle
Happy Feet
Mickey Blue Eyes
Music and Lyrics
The Importance of Being Earnest
What a Girl Wants
The Princess Diaries
The Prince of Egypt
Joseph the King of Dreams
The Time Traveler's Wife
Sherlock Holmes
Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief
 Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Rock-a-Doodle
Labyrinth with David Bowie
The Never-Ending Story
The Goonies
The Karate Kid
The Secret of Nimm

Something to say? Or movies you'd like to add? 

Want to see my list of Books and Music? 

Lovely Music

I have a great passion for music. There is so much in it everything about it. I'm not the type of person that sticks to one genre. If something appeals to me I like it for itself, though I must say I like more of the Rock/Alternative songs than anything else.

Getting back to the point...

It helps me write either by creating a mood, assisting a mood, or inspiring an idea altogether. Now here's a list of artists that are rather lovely:

Lifehouse, Paramore, Safetysuit, Epica, Bullet for my Valentine, Muse, The Ataris, Evanescence, Katy Perry, Colbie Callet, Coldplay, Death Cab for Cutie, Creed, P!nk, 3 Doors Down, The All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Augustana, Barenaked Ladies, The Beatles, Journey, Blink 182, Blue October, Snow Patrol, The Fray, Bon Jovi, Boys Like Girls, Foo Fighters, Gloriana, Faith Hill, Shania Twain, The Wreckers, Taylor Swift, Lady Antebellum, The Goo Goo Dolls, Green Day, Composer Hans Zimmer, Hellogoodbye, Howie Day, Keane, Keith Urban, Landon Pigg, Letters to Cleo, Lady GaGa, Linkin Park, Composer Alan Menken, Nickelback, Nickel Creek, Ok Go, Queen, Radiohead, Robert Pattinson, Sam Bradely, Sara Bareilles, Seether, Staind, Train, Sting, Switchfoot, U2, 30 Seconds to Mars, and sooo many movie soundtracks, especially The Twilight Saga: New Moon Soundtrack currently!

What about the Big Screen and the Library?

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Sight-Jacob


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I held his hair back while he continued to vomit. I didn't say anything, just waited. 

He turned away from the toilet when he was done, breathing heavily, staying on his knees. I remained sitting on the edge of the tub and watched him. He scooted over to the wall and laid his face against it, then his eyes met mine. I almost couldn't keep my calm composure, the pain and agony in his eyes took my breath away. 

"Come on." I mumbled to him once his breathing slowed. 

I helped him up and started walking him to my car, his arm hot over my shoulders, my bare arm almost feeling singed around his waist. 

I did alright, holding him up by myself, for a good while, but when my arms started to feel the strain Gabe appeared around the corner, leaning against the wall, the same smile that I was getting used to on his face. 

"Here." He said gently and took him from me. I smiled softly at him. 

Jacob Sever didn't say anything as we put him in the backseat. He didn't ask where we were going, who we were, or what we wanted. Frankly, I wasn't sure he could if he'd wanted to.

 
I tried not to panic with all of the Temperos now crowding my apartment, but they left me alone with Gabe there. There were already bound to Jacob. 

Jacob seemed even less conscious now. That was good; it meant he was closer to sleep. We needed him to sleep he had to be sober in order to do this right.

I knew that there were stronger and smarter Temperos here, so I couldn't Look at them. I couldn't tell Gabe either, these ones could possibly understand human speak. Instead I looked at him carefully, making sure he could read my expression. He nodded, acknowledging he understood. He wouldn't leave me alone tonight. 

"You can put him here." I said, gesturing to the couch, but Gabriel walked past me towards the bathroom.

"He reeks." Was all he said. 

I crossed my arms and plopped onto the sofa, rubbing my eyes, trying not to be overwhelmed by everything. 

A holler from the bathroom made me jump. 

"Anna!" Gabriel groaned. 

My heart rate didn't settle down after the initial scare. If Gabriel sounded so upset, I had every reason to worry. 

I cautiously, but hurriedly went to the bathroom. I was shocked to see Gabriel smiling as he tried to restrain Jacob. Tried. He was trying and failing. 

"This is definitely our guy." He grunted just before being thrown against the wall.

If Jacob was over powering Gabriel, he really was who we were looking for. 

Jacob was gasping and moaning, trying to stand, but not getting far, before falling down again. His hair was wet and water was running down his bare back. 

Gabriel went for him again, and I held up my hand to stop him. 

I lowered myself down on the floor in front of where Jacob was kneeling. 

"Jacob." I said softly. 

His eyes snapped up at me, glossy, but not as blurred. It was that look again. My chest swelled with pity. 

I put my hand on his cheek. "It's okay. Come with me." 

He stared at me a moment then began to stand again and I helped him gently. I walked him to the couch and sat him on it, he held my arm to stay steady and when he was sitting he slid his hand down into mine and held tightly. 

I wasn't sure what to do, so I just sat down next to him. He slid himself sideways and laid his head in my lap, and began to breathe slowly. 

I couldn't resist stroking his hair out of his face a little like he was a child. I wanted his suffering to end immediately so badly, but I knew we had a lot to go through still. 

Gabriel came in chuckling and observed the scene. And then as if he'd read my mind he said, "Soon, Anna. He'll be alright." 

I let one lone tear escape, the last one I'd shed until this was over. 

Soon.

 
I waited for Jacob to stir the next morning. We had fallen asleep like that. Or rather, he fell asleep and I was trapped there with his head on my lap. It was getting close to the afternoon and he'd been sleeping for a long time. He should be close to clean now. We could do this. 

Jacob inhaled deeply, than began to sit up and looked straight into my face with shocked eyes. 

"Who-?" he asked, but I didn't answer, not yet. 

He began to look around and he frowned at Gabriel across the room. 

"I'm surprised you're not dead." Gabriel started, sitting up. "Most of your brain had to be swimming in alcohol with all of those drinks you took down." 

I gave Gabriel the "Not now" glare. 

He noticed and put his hands up in surrender, sitting back again. 

Jacob was sitting on his own now, blinking carefully, rubbing his eyes and stretching his mouth. 

"Yeah, buddy, I'm used to a lot worse." He answered Gabriel. 

I couldn't resist my frown. 

"It's just the damn hangover that I can't get the hang of." He was holding his head now and putting it between his knees. 

He groaned and I got up and got a glass of water, bringing it back and holding it out to him. 

He looked shocked once he saw it, and took it cautiously, eyeing me carefully. 

"It's just water." I smiled softly. "And if you can keep this down we'll get you some real food and then some Ibuprofen."

He nodded, bargain made, and gently sipped the water. He swallowed and stilled, assessing himself. 

After a moment he downed the whole glass and then gave me a half grin. 

"Give it a few minutes." I muttered, then sat on the couch again. 

Jacob set the glass down and sat back. 

"So…what's going…with all this?" he asked with a pointed look to the two of us.

Gabriel opened his mouth to speak, but I interrupted him. 

"Not until he's eaten." Standing up and going into the kitchen.

Gabe was looking at me with a shocked expression as I walked past him. I got in the kitchen and started pulling out dishes. 

"Geez, Anna. You're really bossy today." He called from the living room. 

Before I realized it, I slammed the pan on the stove and stormed back into the room. 

"Well pardon me for not wanting to screw this up!" I yelled, then immediately humbled after seeing their somewhat horrified faces. 

"I'm sorry." I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples, "I'm just tense." 

"Anna?" 

I opened my eyes and looked at Jacob. "Yes, Anna." I answered. 

I quickly went back into the kitchen. The way my name had fallen off of his mouth had made my heart pound. 

I didn't hear him come in, but a moment later Gabe was rubbing my arms. 

"He really unsettles you, doesn't he?" 

I sighed. "He makes me feel so overwhelmed with it all." 

I turned and looked him in the eyes, distressed. "It's like I've known him all my life, but had no idea." 

"It's supposed to." He answered holding me for a moment, before I turned back to the food.
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

The Devil Has Blue Eyes

New idea ladies and gentlemen!!(Scroll down for Playlist)
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The devil has brown hair, looks to be in his late twenties, goes by Nick, smokes because it looks good, has a grin that could kill, a body that would ensnare any living woman, and the bluest eyes I've ever seen. 
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Amy didn't mean to end up on this side of town. Nor did she intend to have good ol' Nick trying to "help her out." She has no trouble ignoring his whispers. The problem is, she doesn't see a devil or a demon. She sees a man. 
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Confused? Questions? ASK AWAY! :D

Monday, March 22, 2010

Sight-Gabriel

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My footsteps echoed once I entered the room, surprising me. The silence was even worse. There was no one in here like there should have been. I was coming in for a class.   

"You made it."  

I would have jumped, I should have jumped, but I couldn't.
 
My eyes rested on someone at the front of the room, leaning casually against the front desk. It was a man. Though "man" seemed too…simple a term. His clothes flowed over his figure like they were made for him. There was something other worldly about his face with glowing sea-green eyes and slightly wavy blonde hair that fell around his face like it was painted.
 
It was clear that he wasn't the professor, he was much too young. I should have been terrified, I knew that, but I wasn't. His smile was so genuine as he appraised me, but it wasn't in a scrutinizing way. He appeared excited. What was worse was that he didn't have a (shadow). 

He turned around suddenly, rearranging things on the desk, and then I saw them. The white wings on his back fluttered slightly a few feathers falling to the floor. 

He strode up towards me, it was so graceful he could have been gliding for all I knew. 

"I'm the professor's TA." He said.
 
I knew I was staring, but I couldn't do anything else. He grinned knowingly and held a book out to me.

"Give this a read. I think you'll find what you're looking for." He said softly. I trusted his statement and took the book from him.
 
He turned back around and walked down the stairs. Another feather fell in his wake and I just kept looking at it. I wanted to touch it, to take it and study it, feeling its softness. I wanted to know that it was real.

"Oh, Anna!"

My head shot up. He'd said my name like he knew me.

"I'm Gabriel." And then he walked out the back door.

When I looked back down at the stairs, the feather was gone.
 
 
I walked home in a daze, leaving my things by the door. The book felt heavy in my hands, but it wasn't very large. It was old and clearly hadn't been opened in a long time.

The Creed. That's what was scrawled across the cover. The phrase just kept repeating over and over again. I couldn't figure out why it was haunting me.
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Sight Beginning

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Since I've been able to speak I've practically called the mental institution home. 

They tried to pass what was wrong with me off as childhood schizophrenia, but there was one problem, I never tried to hurt anyone or myself. I had complete control of my body and surroundings, but I could see them and no one else could. 

They weren't just hallucinations either. I could feel them if they ever came close enough. They made things, more often people, move. It made no difference to the person that was moving. 

As far as they could tell, there was nothing wrong with my brain, until they gave me medicine that is, but even after that, it didn't do enough damage to cause me any major problems. They didn't keep me on meds long, mostly because my parents disapproved, but it didn't help anyway. They were still there. 

After sixteen years I guess they've given up. I'm not a threat to anyone, I'm only terrified a good deal of the time, so out into the world I go. 

With the amount of them that are out here, I'd almost considered not leaving…almost.

The day I walked out of the institution, I signed up for classes online to the local school. Just two. Introduction to Psychology and History of Theology. 

I was going to find out what they couldn't or wouldn't tell me.  
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Fabulous Books

Obviously, I love books henceforth, I read a lot of them. So, here are some of my favorites that I own or can think of:

The Harry Potter Series by J.K. Rowling (Duh)

Gail Carson Levine's Ella Enchanted
If you've ever seen the movie, you won't find it in the book. They made the movie very different from the sweet original story and honestly, I was kind of disappointed. Though the movie was entertaining, I wanted to see the book.

Mara Daughter of the Nile by Eloise Jarvis McGraw
(I'm unofficially claiming the movie rights to this book! You touch it, you die!)
An amazing adventure that I just love!

Peeling the Onion by Wendy Orr
A very touching book about growth and dealing with pain.

The Pendragon Series by D.J. MacHale
This is a real trip. You will be on the edge of your seat, or quig. :) Take a look!

The Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer
Twilight remains my favorite because of its wonderful display of the tenderness and trials of first love. In my opinion it really isn't about vampires, that's just a detail or complication.
Also, you might find similarities of this series in my Michael and Nicole story. Funny thing is, I wrote it before I read them, the main part of it at least: Michael and Nicole. It was when I showed my writing to a friend that she said it was similar to Twilight and that I'd like them. This was about the time the second one, New Moon Breaking Dawn was released. had just come out. I also had finished everything I had done on that project before

Beastly by Alex Flinn
A modern take on Beauty and the Beast, with a few interesting twists. Set in New York with high school students.

Kissed by an Angel, The Power of Love, and Soulmates by Elizabeth Chandler
The three books of that trilogy. Very suspenseful and captivating.

The Host by Stephenie Meyer
Never expected to like a Sci-Fi, but I gave it a shot and loved it.

Wicked Lovely, Ink Exchange, and Fragile Eternity by Melissa Marr
A world of Fairies, but not the typical one you'd expect. I am anxiously awaiting the next in the series Radiant Shadows released April 20th, 2010.

The Immortals Series by Alyson Noel: Evermore, Blue Moon, Shadowland, and Dark Flame which is coming out June 22.
No, they aren't vampires.

Impossible by Nancy Werlin

Radiant Darkness by Emily Whitman
A twist on the mythological tale of Persephone. A liked this version. :D

Shiver by Maggie Stiefvater
Just recently fell in love with this story. A wolf and a girl. Lovely. Linger being released July 20th.

And my newest one Hush, Hush by Becca Fitzpatrick
I am horrified that I have to wait 'til November for this one. Fallen angels and a tricky romance. Right up my ally, thank you.

Eternal by Cynthia Leitich Smith
Just devoured this book the other evening. (Yes, the whole thing in one evening. Don't ask, because I don't know.) It was not what I had expected when I picked it up and read the back. It was intriguing enough that I kept going. So I have to read one that came before it, set in the same world but about different characters. It is called Tantalize. Then the two stories are supposed to cross in Blessed, which isn't supposed to come out until next year! *sniffles*

THEN the evening's of March 14 and 15 and dove into Fallen by Lauren Kate. I was somewhat surprised by how much I loved it. Torment will be released this Autumn. *dies*


June 5th and 6th finally got into another one. Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen. Currently in progress of making it to the big screen, I had to check it out out of curiosity. Despite the few instances of TMI it was very very very good. Hence, it made my list. :D Not like my love for animals, romance, scandals, cute old men, danger, or even cuter youngsters that will be played by Robert Pattinson had ANYTHING to do with it. ;) Easily could be a well done movie, if they have the decency to leave out those few instances I mentioned before. Not a kiddie novel...no no, nor a teen one. If you're of age it is quite a good read. 

Have I mentioned how much I hate waiting? Hate it. Which is why I don't do it to you guys. As soon as something's written I post it. :D See, aren't I nice? Whenever there is a lack of posts it's because I don't have anything for you yet! That and my sever lack of time to devote to myself and my fun. :D (Selfish Katelyn!)

A note on books: Don't ever look at age group before you open a book. (Unless if you're checking it's too old for you and you are under 18) Never let intended age group make you put one down. It usually doesn't matter the colorfulness(like BIG words that scare you) of the language used to tell the story, the story might still be very good.

Got interesting books you want to share? Read these and have comments? SHARE!


Music and Movies are a big part too! 

Monday, March 8, 2010

A Little More Time

My newest thing. It had been stuck in my head for a few days and I tried to deny it, but I failed. When I was first thinking about it, it seemed like it could be a music video or maybe just a short mini movie kind of thing. Just before I had to write it a phrase go stuck in my head that sounded like it could be song lyrics.
Wake up, baby. I don't have much longer and I have to say "I love you" one more time.
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The room was dark and I walked across the wood floor. It was cold, though my feet made no sound. Or maybe I just knew it was cold with the snow outside. I passed through the shoes on the floor, but I went around the side of the bed and knelt there. My face was level with his and I watched him breathe deeply as he slept.

My sorrow was swelling in my chest, threatening waves in my eyes, but I held it back.

I jumped at the sound of his phone ringing on the side table. It rang three times before he stirred. He started to reach toward the night stand, and I moved out of the way hastily. I only realized afterwards that it wouldn’t have made a difference.

He answered, and I don’t know how, but I knew that this was the call. I watched him carefully as his expression fell, as he turned and sat on the edge of the bed, his hand ran over his eyes and mouth. He left his eyes closed, thanked the caller, and hung up the phone, setting it beside him carefully.

His knuckles turned whiter and whiter as his clutched his hands in his lap. He choked and then the tears came. I couldn’t hold back anymore. I threw my arms around him, they didn’t go through him, but I still couldn’t feel his warmth. Tears poured from my eyes as I called his name, trying to comfort him, telling him that I could still be alright, begging him not to worry, and not to give up on me yet.

I was being torn from the inside out as I watched him break and could do nothing. I didn’t understand how I could still feel this much.

I didn’t leave even as he threw things at the wall, the shattered pieces falling through me. I stayed as he screamed into his sheets and when he finally was overcome with sleep, I laid next to him, invisible, not making a single dent in the mattress. Not once did the tears stop flowing from my eyes though they lessened.

I knew this was how it was going to end; we would both be helpless, divided.

Morning was coming and that I didn’t have much longer with him like this. I was reluctant to move, let alone to leave. I just needed a little more time.

I couldn’t stop myself again, as wrong as it was, to reach out and stroke his face, folding my hand around the curve of his cheek. The tears came hot yet again as his warmth seeped through my fingers. Light began to trace around my shape, shadowed on his face and I watched it change as he began to wake.

His eyes flashed open suddenly and he looked right at me. He blinked, then his hand flashed out grabbing mine and he brought my lips to his.

It was like I was alive again and as impossible as this was I couldn’t deny it. My body was so real as he pulled me onto the bed with him. He held me like that, kissing me and wiping the tears off of my face.

As the time passed I could feel him less and less and I could see his panic as he felt it too. I was already too far gone before I realized it was my last moment. I knew I couldn’t speak if I tried, so I smiled through the tears, stroked his face and kissed him one last time.

I could feel the plead in his kiss, but I couldn’t comply. I stood and continued to face him as I let the light take me.



I was just getting used to the light when it abruptly ended and became darkness. Slowly I began to hear sounds that I didn’t expect, feel things that didn’t make sense….

I opened my eyes, knowing instantly where I was and why, along with who was here with me.

I turned my head on the pillow being careful not to move too much with what felt like a million things strapped to me. I could hear my heart rate quicken on the monitor as my eyes landed on him.

He was staring at me, eyes wide in shock. I smiled again.

“I’m sorry I made you cry.” I whispered.

And he cried again bringing my hand and anything else he wasn’t afraid to touch to his lips.



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