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~Katelyn

Monday, March 22, 2010

Sight-Gabriel

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My footsteps echoed once I entered the room, surprising me. The silence was even worse. There was no one in here like there should have been. I was coming in for a class.   

"You made it."  

I would have jumped, I should have jumped, but I couldn't.
 
My eyes rested on someone at the front of the room, leaning casually against the front desk. It was a man. Though "man" seemed too…simple a term. His clothes flowed over his figure like they were made for him. There was something other worldly about his face with glowing sea-green eyes and slightly wavy blonde hair that fell around his face like it was painted.
 
It was clear that he wasn't the professor, he was much too young. I should have been terrified, I knew that, but I wasn't. His smile was so genuine as he appraised me, but it wasn't in a scrutinizing way. He appeared excited. What was worse was that he didn't have a (shadow). 

He turned around suddenly, rearranging things on the desk, and then I saw them. The white wings on his back fluttered slightly a few feathers falling to the floor. 

He strode up towards me, it was so graceful he could have been gliding for all I knew. 

"I'm the professor's TA." He said.
 
I knew I was staring, but I couldn't do anything else. He grinned knowingly and held a book out to me.

"Give this a read. I think you'll find what you're looking for." He said softly. I trusted his statement and took the book from him.
 
He turned back around and walked down the stairs. Another feather fell in his wake and I just kept looking at it. I wanted to touch it, to take it and study it, feeling its softness. I wanted to know that it was real.

"Oh, Anna!"

My head shot up. He'd said my name like he knew me.

"I'm Gabriel." And then he walked out the back door.

When I looked back down at the stairs, the feather was gone.
 
 
I walked home in a daze, leaving my things by the door. The book felt heavy in my hands, but it wasn't very large. It was old and clearly hadn't been opened in a long time.

The Creed. That's what was scrawled across the cover. The phrase just kept repeating over and over again. I couldn't figure out why it was haunting me.
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Sight Beginning

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Since I've been able to speak I've practically called the mental institution home. 

They tried to pass what was wrong with me off as childhood schizophrenia, but there was one problem, I never tried to hurt anyone or myself. I had complete control of my body and surroundings, but I could see them and no one else could. 

They weren't just hallucinations either. I could feel them if they ever came close enough. They made things, more often people, move. It made no difference to the person that was moving. 

As far as they could tell, there was nothing wrong with my brain, until they gave me medicine that is, but even after that, it didn't do enough damage to cause me any major problems. They didn't keep me on meds long, mostly because my parents disapproved, but it didn't help anyway. They were still there. 

After sixteen years I guess they've given up. I'm not a threat to anyone, I'm only terrified a good deal of the time, so out into the world I go. 

With the amount of them that are out here, I'd almost considered not leaving…almost.

The day I walked out of the institution, I signed up for classes online to the local school. Just two. Introduction to Psychology and History of Theology. 

I was going to find out what they couldn't or wouldn't tell me.  
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