To my Soul Mate…and his Fiancé.
I love you
I love him
I can’t change that
He can’t change that
Neither can you
He loves me too
He loves you
And there’s nothing I can do
Two thousand miles away
You’re so far away
I need you
I can only need you
Like you need me
I can only need him
Like he needs me
And more
He needs me too
I wish I could make this easier
For all of us
I wish I could disappear
Give him up to you
But my heart won’t let me
My sanity
I’m much too selfish anyway
I want to say I don’t love you like I used to
More for your sake than mine
But it would hurt you just as much as it would help you
Help her
And it would be a lie
A terrible
Dark
Filthy
Lie
You know this
He knows, but you don’t
I want you to understand
Even though it’s strange
Even though, I, in your shoes
Would fill me with such a terror
That I would destroy you
If I could
And I have been there
I don’t wish it on you
And love, I don’t blame you.
I don’t blame you either
For acting the way you were
It’s how we are
but I can't lie
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